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| Wednesday, September 27th, 2006 | | 6:13 pm |
The only thing that could make my life absolutely perfect right now, is if someone were to buy me the Promise Ring's album Very Emergency. |
| Tuesday, August 29th, 2006 | | 8:54 pm |
TEEN ANGST FRONT AND CENTER
So yeah, Lankster and I have ended our relationship. This time is for good, and that is a fact. Now I have to deal with the annoying certainties that follow the end of a somewhat "long" relationship. You know, the lonley nights, the happy turned sad memories, the ever so cheesey, yet still gut wrenching ballads on the lame ass radio. However, the aspect of this end that I am loathing the most is the questions. Fucking stupid assholes that will keep reopening the wound with their shallow questions. And everyone will want to know who broke up with who, and why and when. It's like a fucking source of entertainment. So, I have decided that if anyone who dosen't really give a damn about me or my life, asks any of the afore mentioned questions I will fucking dropkick them. NO Lie. And, there is about a 25% chance that I will be wearing heels. So fucking Lock It Up if you see me. THnak You |
| Sunday, August 27th, 2006 | | 12:32 pm |
Word to the fucking wise; If you are going to lie, and then procede to keep that lie going for a period time...take the time to get it straight. Oh...and fuck off |
| Wednesday, August 16th, 2006 | | 12:27 pm |
Just because someone doesn't rock band tee-shirts anymore, or care who is fucking and fighting with eachother doesn't mean they've changed. Maybe it means that they've grown up. I didn't get too good for anybody. So stop saying it. Current Mood:  annoyed |
| Saturday, July 15th, 2006 | | 2:43 pm |
But You, You were my FAVORIT
Unfortunately boys will be boys, and they will try to control you, and try to act tough like nothing bothers them. They will nuzzle with you one minute and call you geeky nick names and talk to you in baby talk...However, the next minute they will lie right to your face and make you feel like nothing, worse than nothing actually. But, it's not all theyre faults, it truely is us females at fault for letting them make us feel that way. I thought you were different I loved and will always love you with every bit of me You were my favorite, I just wish I was yours YOU ARE WORSE THAN THE REST, YOU ARE OF THE WORST KIND, YOU ARE A WOLF IN SHEEPS CLOTHING AND I KNEW IT FROM THE START. YOU TOOK A PEICE OF MY HEART. NO SHIT TO TALK. JUST THOUGHT YOU WERE DIFFERENT. GOODLUCK. |
| Thursday, July 13th, 2006 | | 2:48 pm |
Today is my birthday, so far mad people forgot, holler at age 19, wack ass. This birthday has been gayer than AIDS so far! |
| Monday, June 12th, 2006 | | 10:56 am |
It is so sad to see him change before my very eyes. He is slowly becoming his brother. I just want to save him so bad. How can the person youve loved for so long become a stranger to you? Current Mood:  distressed |
| Tuesday, June 6th, 2006 | | 12:24 pm |
tonight I am going to the movies, and were going to smuggle in Hummus and pita chips. And we are looking at apartments, and hopefully finding one. My life is so much different then it was last summer, I am so much different. I haven't dealt with petty bullshit or drama for so long. Even though I can't say I have so many friends, I can say that I am content. With so many bad things happening lately being immature and getting involved in silly little fights seems so...useless. I was such a mess last summer, but a good chunk of it was a blast. I think last summer happened for a reason, I learned a lot about the nature of people and myself. Although I have a lot of bad memories, I am thankful for them. I have big plans. This is probably going to be my last free summer. I want to take summer courses and graduate ASAP in the future. I am going so many places this summer, possible vaccations; Jersey Shore Myrtle Beach Montreal and at the end of the summer i am putting a deposit down on Cancun. |
| Friday, May 26th, 2006 | | 11:26 am |
YOu can't stay mad at the setting sun
Yesterday was the day from hell, it was the cherry on top of the week from hell. 1. woke up at 6:30 to get ready for court in Providence 2. get a phone call from my mom at 7:00 telling me my 19 year old cousin has committed suicide. 3. make it to court 20 minutes late 4. find out if I don' come up with $150 by the end of the day lose my liscense for 3 months. I just don't understand why my cousin had to do it, and the way he did. I know it seems macabre, but all I can picture when I close my eyes is him hanging there. When I sleep, i have funky ass dreams. And when Im awake all I can think about is him, his parents and his friends. In a way, I am glad that what ever pain or angst he was feeling is gone, but seeing his parents makes me so fucking mad at him. Another young life gone. And I can't help but feel as though I am taking mine for granted. Beach on Monday, I need it. Im not sure who i am going with, but if i can't find anyone i am going by myself. summer is here. there is so much i want to do, and places i want to visit. I think It would be fabulous to do some of the things we did last year. But things and lives are so different now, I'm not going to hold my breathe. Rest in peace Adam Hubberdault You will always be fucking punk rock in my book kid, and I hope that you are alright now. Current Mood:  depressed |
| Friday, May 12th, 2006 | | 2:29 am |
can i just tell you that eric is my love, and I clearly am going to kiss him on his face + 1,0000 and no one will ever undestand the amount of love I have for him. If anyone can ever feel like i feel towards this kid you are soooo lucky because he is such an amazing individual. <3 He is the most beautufil human I have ever known, I am soo lucky. Current Mood:  drunk |
| Sunday, May 7th, 2006 | | 8:19 pm |
I would just like to enform everyone that Kyla Thomson is like the "little retaded brother that you have to take to the park with you". |
| Friday, May 5th, 2006 | | 12:22 pm |
Today is cinco de Mayo, and I love any holiday that is celebrated through tequilla! Oh, and May Fucking fifth is also the ever so gorgeous Courtney's day of birth. Much celebration needed. Current Mood:  cheerfulCurrent Music: heart |
| Saturday, April 29th, 2006 | | 1:51 pm |
May fucking 5th is my last day of school. Which means I have like four days to write 3 papers. So instead I decided to go on livejournal, what a slacker hunh? I don't think I totally lived up to my full scholastic potential this year. But next year...I'll kill it. I have so much shit to do today...unbelievable amounts of shit. I want to move out. I wonder if the lovely Worcester State provides off-campus housing. I think they do. I hope they do. Living with mama ain't workin out yo. On May 2nd I can upgrade my phone. I can not wait to get rid of this prehiftoric piece of shit. |
| Saturday, April 22nd, 2006 | | 3:03 pm |
am i the only one who has x-ray vision?
Sometimes you shouldn't forgive and forget with some people, and then hate the ones who didn't really even do anything that fucked up. Some things are unforgivable, and the forgiven party will always feel that they got away with murder. Because they totally did in one way or another. Lets not shit ourselves. You probably don't get it. That's cool because it is not directed to anyone with a livejournal. Current Mood:  calm |
| Wednesday, April 19th, 2006 | | 12:49 pm |
things are looking up.
tommorrow= new haircut M.A.C makeup Boston!!!!! I can't wait!!!! WeekEnd off!!!! 12 more days of school!!!!! SUMMER <3 Current Mood:  excited |
| Monday, April 17th, 2006 | | 8:46 am |
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| Wednesday, April 12th, 2006 | | 12:29 pm |
I am going to the beach everyday this summer. |
| Sunday, April 9th, 2006 | | 1:10 pm |
I want to be 21 so bad. Last night we did nothing, so we rolled joints and each smoked our own to the face. Whens the last time you did that? Clearly it was a blast |
| Saturday, April 8th, 2006 | | 12:09 pm |
SOS very emergency!
my little brother got into a car accident and totaled his Monte Carlo. Us Longvalls have really bad luck. I might be getting a new car. Like BRAND NEW. All I really want is a Range Rover and a puppy. Going to the gym at three. I want an SUV, so I can run things over. I kind of don't want my brother to get my space ship. SAMANTHA I. FIND A PHONE AND PLEEEEEEEAAAAASE CALL ME. I HAVE PERKINS NUMBER AND I WILL NOT HESITATE TO FULL OUT STALK YOU. THAT IS A THREAT BITCH. Current Mood: cheerful |
| Wednesday, April 5th, 2006 | | 12:11 pm |
I like the night life baby
So yeah...I have a mean cold. My nose is all red and raw because I keep using my sleeve instead of a tissue like a five year old. This weekend was relatively uneventful. I fell asleep on Saturday at like 9:00. I am being such a slacker at school, so i have to get on my grind for these last four weeks. It is so hard to believe that I am pretty much done with my first year of college. I have been playing with the idea of trying to live on campus next year. You know, try and get that full college experience. But with my luck my roomate would be a mutant slut and i would hate her. I could never do community showers either, Aetna was bad enough (lol). I really wish that I could afford my own appartment. Living at home is mad wack. But hey, thats life. This is my weekend off, and i am going to make the most of it. I refuse to do nothing. Val and I were asked to come to auditions for ultra AGAIN. The little dancer is sooo hott, I would love to be a dancer (GO-GO type, not stripper type) but i am out of shape and in a relationship. But hey, been going to the gym. I refuse to be all giggly once summer comes. Current Mood: bored |
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